Will you get your head out of the clouds and back in the water where it belongs.

alonexshexcries @ 2008-06-02T08:52:00

2008-06-02T12:56:07Z

I haven't written in a while. My first year of college was good. I like the format better than high school and my grades show that.
I'm trying to get a new car for next semester. I might get my mom's car but the red is rather bright.
So we'll see.
I'm excited that me and Niki are going to see a taping of the daily show and it should be great.

alonexshexcries @ 2008-04-03T14:58:00

2008-04-03T19:02:12Z

Life's kinda hectic lately.
The dance-a-thon is tomorrow and I'm happy that will be one less thing to worry about.
I feel done with this semester but there's still a bunch of nonsense that I need to do within this month before I can truly enjoy summer.
Me and Greg are going to be going to Ohio with possibly my cousin and her boyfriend and I can't wait to go to Cedar Point again.
It's like the reward I'm giving myself once I'm done with school.
May 27th is not that far.
In other news, I never know what to say about certain people because everything they do makes me really upset that I cannot do anything about their lifestyle and their choices.
It's really just sad now and I hope that they'll be okay with the decisions they've made and what they're going to do next.
I just feel like I suck because I couldn't do anything but then again, it's not my life.

alonexshexcries @ 2008-03-07T09:38:00

2008-03-07T14:42:16Z

I had a good birthday.
Greg bought me this really pretty diamond star ring.
Then we saw Be Kind Rewind and ate at Ponte Vecchio. It was delicious.
Yeah being 19 is pretty uneventful so it's all cool.
It's funny though because some random people wished me a happy birthday while my aunt and godmother like forgot. I just find it ironic that people I haven't talked to since middle school are like YAY OMG HAPPY BDAY and my godmother among others were like absent.
I took off from work this weekend so I'm just going to try to clean up my room and such for the weekend's activities.

alonexshexcries @ 2008-03-04T12:35:00

2008-03-04T17:39:25Z

I think it's funny how life changes so drastically for people.
Not me, my life is pretty stagnant at least at the moment.
Just trying to finish this semester is proving to be harder than expected.
I hate watching people make decisions.
Everyone's growing up and it's so weird.
Not in the OMG I MISS CHILDHOOD way, but in a wow are we really that old? way
Because we're not.
I'm going to be 19 on Thursday which means shit.
I can now legally buy cigarettes in New Jersey. Whoo fucking hoo.
I know people in the real world already, doing things, making decisions, working, living together.
It's just insane to watch and feel like I've been left behind or something philosophical like that.
I hate being called "ma'm" when I can't even drink legally.

alonexshexcries @ 2008-02-12T11:46:00

2008-02-12T16:50:46Z

For Valentine's Day, I was going to buy Greg a ticket to Medieval Times because my cousins are going next Saturday.
But he's a dick and has to drum that night.
Now I'm left with 2 tickets and no one to go.
So if would like to go with me, it's on Saturday Feb. 23rd at like 7 and it's $50 and yeah.
Now I don't have anything to get the drummer for Valentine's day so it's just an overall annoying thing.

alonexshexcries @ 2008-01-24T11:54:00

2008-01-24T17:00:12Z

Oh montclair.
A 4 hour blackout AND a firedrill?
Surely, you jest.
Classes are alright. Anthropology seems a tad challenging at first but we'll see how it pans out.
My dad's on facebook for some reason. It's weird and I'll definitely admit it, embarassing.
Me and Niki are trying to make plans for spring break so that's something to look forward to at least.
Now I need to really study for my Latin quiz.

alonexshexcries @ 2008-01-13T23:41:00

2008-01-14T04:44:32Z

I hate feeling depressed without having a good reason.
I just feel really shitty and alone at the moment.

alonexshexcries @ 2008-01-09T18:15:00

2008-01-09T23:18:49Z

I find it funny how you said that you were so different but you're exactly the same as you were in fucking August or whatever it was.
It's called fucking balance and you're absolutely ridiculous.
Ugh I'm so frustrated

alonexshexcries @ 2008-01-04T18:06:00

2008-01-04T23:09:28Z

I'm watching the entire series of the Office in hopes that by the time I'm done watching all the episodes the writer's strike will be over.
(please)

alonexshexcries @ 2008-01-03T16:19:00

2008-01-03T21:24:37Z

Well I got my grades and I'm pleased to say I kicked ass.
4 A's and 2 B's.
The curve in stats must have been like 35 points.
Today I'm ridiculously bored and watching episodes of How I Met Your Mother.
I'm up and down, reading and just wondering why I'm pretty emotional.
Pretty sure it's just my period.
Well it better be.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-12-21T14:57:00

2007-12-21T20:03:59Z

Well today so far has been exciting.
Me and Niki went to Old Bridge. It was an experience.
Visited teachers and saw some cool people.
Everyone is brainwashed with school spirit, it's rather frightening.
I want to go see Sweeney Todd tonight and hopefully see Juno this weekend.
I feel like I haven't been doing much and I hate that feeling.
I want to go out and do things but I feel like I lost touch with a lot of people.
I want to fix it but I'm not really sure how.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-12-18T17:25:00

2007-12-18T22:27:35Z

I'm going to fail my statistics final tomorrow.
99% sure.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-12-17T19:22:00

2007-12-18T01:09:55Z

I don't care what you fucking say.
She's a fucking cunt and I don't like her at all.
And it's like she waved and I'm attacking her, this is different.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-12-13T14:46:00

2007-12-13T20:02:37Z

So I should be doing this portfolio for new student seminar but I'm getting restless.
The weather is horrible out.
It was hailing when me and Carrie got out of breakfast which then quickly turned into a lot of snow.
Now it's all slushy/hailing so I told Greg not to drive up because I didn't want him to die.
So I'm coming home next Wednesday. I'm very excited. My schedule looks something like this:

Fri 12/14- Computer Final 3:15-5:15
Sat 12/15- Work (POSSIBLE LASER TAG IF YOU'RE INTERESTED LET ME KNOW)
Sun 12/16- Work
Mon 12/17- New Student Seminar Portfolio due
Tue 12/18- Writing portfolio due, Latin Final 3:15-5:15
Wed 12/19- Statistics Final 10:15-12:15 then home!!

Also, does anyone know how to visit teachers on like Friday the 21st? Should I just wander in and pretend to be a student?

alonexshexcries @ 2007-12-10T15:32:00

2007-12-10T20:36:26Z

I got a lot of Christmas shopping done this weekend.
I spent way too much money.
It's really sad.
But I did see Kate Weir and that was absolutely fantastic.
Now I'm just managing my worries with my schoolwork, and trying to solve everything.
I don't know what the future will bring and I'm not really ready to find out as of yet.
There's just a lot going on.
But at least I'm done with my Humanities class and I don't even have to take the final.
It's one less thing to worry about.
I need to write one more paper, do some portfolios, finish my math project, study for some tests and I'll be done.

I can't wait.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-12-06T18:45:00

2007-12-06T23:49:29Z

I went home last night because I wasn't feeling that well and my mom had some drugs for me. It was snowy on the parkway but not that bad.
As I'm driving, this car in the left lane spun out of control and hit the divider. Car parts were everywhere and I ran over one. It was honestly terrifying. I went on the shoulder because I was pretty sure I had a flat tire, but I'm a liar.
Then I watched CSI and made dinner for Gregory. I got to see Danielleoni which was like a ray of sunshine in the darkness<3
I drove back to Montclair this morning to go to my Latin class but discovered that there was a bomb threat at University Hall and that my class was cancelled.
Exciting stuff.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-12-04T09:10:00

2007-12-04T14:23:09Z

I hate feeling sick. I was sick like 2 weeks ago and then it stopped for a bit and now it's back. I fell asleep at like 8 and then I was up again at 10 to decorate my door for christmas.
We made these foam gingerbread men and most likely because of the drug content in my system (severe cold tylenol will fuck you up)
I made this:

Garrett Von Murderozac
.

Well I think I'm going to the doc's tomorrow to make sure I don't draw anything else or die.
This week is pretty ridiculous school-wise...I just can't wait for this semester to be over.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-11-28T12:05:00

2007-11-28T17:12:36Z

Yesterday was me and Greg's 2 years.
He had to work but I drove down and it was nice.
He got me this like medley of movies and posters and wrote a letter explaining why that was just really sweet.
Then we went to Ruby Tuesday's because it was kinda late and saw Enchanted which was absolutely adorable.
I'm just really happy with my relationship as dumb as it sounds.
Tonight I'm going to the city to catch a climpse of BARRY MANILOW at the tree lighting so we'll see what happens.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-11-26T10:12:00

2007-11-26T15:19:30Z

Well Pre-Christmas was very fun. We baked sugar cookies and watched Rudolph and a Charlie Brown Christmas.
Thanksgiving was odd because both my parents were there and fighting on and off. This divorce nonsense is strange, not going to lie.
They're very competitive with each other over the dumbest things.
Me and Greg went to the city last night to see Young Frankenstein. It was fun and good and the aunt from my big fat greek wedding was in it ("he don't eat no meat! he don't eat no meat! it's ok I make lamb!) so that was thrilling.
Then we went to the Jekyll and Hyde club and spent way too much money for atmosphere but it was still fun.
I really want to see Maury live, no absolutely no reason other than to say Ooooooooooooooh when he is the father.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-11-14T21:00:00

2007-11-15T02:03:28Z

I've declared November the month of romantic comedies.
Last week I watched Love Actually.
Today I watched When Harry Met Sally
And I just feel like it's an awesome time for some heartwarming tales of love and laughs.
Today was a wacky day in the good way.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-11-13T09:56:00

2007-11-13T14:58:35Z

I've been having really odd dream lately that focus on escaping,a crazy pursuit, and like hiding.
Not a fan.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-10-31T23:24:00

2007-11-01T03:25:56Z

Anyone like Straylight Run and wants to see them in the city on December 14th?
I miss my John Nolan.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-10-30T09:47:00

2007-10-30T13:51:21Z

I'm out of black ink on my printer so everything printed this week will be in midnight blue, my second favorite color. I'm hoping my professors will understand and not a be dicks about it.
Guitar Hero 3 is pretty fantastic. I beat Slash's ass yesterday in a guitar battle so that was exciting.
I wanted to go home for halloween but apparently I'm still homeless. Pissed about that
But anyway, me, carrie, and Ayesha are going trick or treating. They really want to go so my Pam costume is going to be so irrelevant.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-10-25T00:29:00

2007-10-25T04:31:07Z

When it rains, it pours.

alonexshexcries @ 2007-10-18T19:52:00

2007-10-18T23:54:17Z

I love not watching certain movies for a long time and then truly remembering why you loved it in the first place.
I haven't watched Garden State in like 2 years...and it's just so good.